My lil girl smile...

They are all the same
Throwing questions my way
And when I answer them
Dont tell me that Im just throwing my life away

Listen to what I have to say
What made me do the things I do
If you listen to the words coming out of my mouth
And I might just listen to you

Why me who understands this pain
Why me who lost the battle against the knife
You answer me these questions
And I might give you an insight on my life

You want to know the answer
To all these questions
Well if I give you them
Will I have your undivided attention?

I dont want to be another statistic of society
Or just another teenage suicide
You mention that youre here for me
If I need a person in which I wish to confide

You say you understand
Its hurts me that straight to face you lie
Youre just a counsellor
You couldnt recognize the reasons why I cry

So get me to talk as much as you want
Ill just repeat the same things over
You wont get anything new out of me
Unless you threaten me with going back to the doctor

And if that happens again
Ill lie to you and say that I dont do it anymore
Ill fake my little girls smile
Well at least until I get out through your door

Im to smart for recovery
I control everything that goes on
I can convince you that Im happy
You wont be the first person for me to con

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