Only seeing

Yes i have stopped
(for now)
So YOU cant SEE the pain
but i FEEL it ten times worse
but who cares what i feel right?
as long as you dont SEE the cuts
then to you i must be FINE
WELL im not! im hurting so bad so bad that every night before i go to sleep i pray to god and tell him to please take me away for i can not handle one more day!

*not really a poem but its how i feel please comment:)*