My life secrets...

Took my watch off to wash my hands
Didnt exactly go to plan
Mum asked what the marks were on my arm
I just shrugged it off not letting her into my world of self-harm

But then as soon as my dad got home
She led him into a room all alone
I felt tears well up inside
Then I ran out of the house to hide

Mum came in to my room to talk
Found a note saying id gone for a walk
That I wouldnt be home in time for dinner
In the time that I wrote it my heart had never gone faster

So I went out and got smashed with friends
Hoping that some alcohol would make this awful dream end
But when I woke up in the middle of nowhere
You could probably had of sensed my pain in the air

I arrived home still a little pissed
As soon as I did my parents demanded to see my wrist
My dad grabbed me so closely he could see
Didnt want my secret exposed I screamed let go off me

I ran up to my room and slammed the door
And on my wrist I cut a little more
All because I took off that watch yesterday morning
My life secrets are slowly becoming more revealing

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