I had it all along

You said you wanted to talk to me
i see what you mean
you got me in the room alone
you told me you wanted me!!
you started kissing me
and feeling ma spot
turning me on
wanting to f**k
you got what you wanted and now your gone
you went back to Boston,back to your girl
you called me a few days later saying you missed me but i bet your female don't know your talking to me
i miss you too!!
but nothing will do
cant finish what we started
not even if we wanted to
i want you as mine
but that cant be
your about to be a daddy only 16!!
why does this happen always to me??
i find someone i like and its quickly taken away
now i finally realize i have something of my own
now i finally realize i had it all along
now i finally realize she was by my side the whole time
she has been my friend through thick and thin i know we were meant for each Other when we first kissed but now its to late she left my side she left me alone with no place to hide