TRUTH??

He says there's no will he says there's no prayer,

what shall i name you for what you give birth in me,
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ll the thoughts about love and hate in life,

all the letters of forgiveness and prayer in books,

walk out of door and there is no reason for you to return,

take a new breath in life and you may be gone next second,

i shall not be afraid of thy thunder i shall not be afraid,

i do not see myself greater than you nor do i hope,

i still grab for new ocean of knowledge to take me to my place,

i walk along people in a day i talk along the parties,

but i do not hear what they say i stop feeling their desires,

i feel so much within me but so unconnected from outer world,

a whole new world stands inside of me while the outer seems to vanish,

see myself standing alone and all the figures become air,

there is nothing to really bother me to make me run for life,

but the family ties and blood make me stay in this world of lies,

my friend says he's hollow and hope is greatest of lies,

i live on nothing still the hope of hundreds creeps by me,

many look through me many look in my eye and many don't look,

in each look i see deception a craving for better in life,

heaven,hell,angels and monsters all exist they say in world,

all stay put in people creating complications all the time,

i am again made to ponder today and look deep inside of me,

what truth lies there and what discoveries still to be made,

i don't need desperate remedies i don't need any clues,

I'm in no want of information and i don't run after news,

they say truth shall find you before you look for truth,

truth does find us in the midst of darkness we stand,

still some defy it, ignore and some let darkness stay,

one who embrace it find their own different ways,

my friend is one commanded by god letting himself out,

reaching in the dark path emerging as glowing light,

he does not know what energy he hath in him,

he does not know his grace,
he answers my questions often trying to answer himself,

we two so apart yet put together in this world,

making it hard to perceive by others comes easy to us indeed,

still i find myself in grave of emotions and greed,

a greed for desire of love , affection , money and pride,

this all we feel and think in our minds all day and night,

is in-fact all false until we see the far glittering light,

i happen to see it one day but ignored the sign that day,

searching still for it each day thriving to get a hint,

i hope me and my friend find peace in this different world,

evil or good , might be seen from two different ways,

are but one from one they come as they lead us to same place,

we think its good or we think its bad but forget to watch the road,

we all end up in the same place whatever the path we take,

i wonder right now sitting at my place,
for all we do and hurt others for the same place we shall end,

when will man find the truth where he is fooled everyday,

all his life he asks for things already with him to play,

he sees them in different forms and thinks he's higher up in pace,

but when i close my eyes every night deep in my sleep,

i notice all and everything equal in a transparent wave,

its all back to the same thing from where we started one day,

i know what i say to you as I'm always talking rubbish,

but i do know that whatever i do or where ever i go,

this story shall always take place,
deep in my thoughts,
deep in my mind,
locked forever until i write it someday.