Almost Suicide Note

Tears brim my eyes,
I begin to cry,
I just can't take it,
No longer can I fake it.

My fingers curl around a blade,
As they used to everyday,
I will write a note in my skin,
Explaining why my smiles were so thin.

I drag the blade across my arm,
Words from as I cause myself harm,
Blood begins a flowing stream,
But I am numb; I do not scream.

I hear someone coming,
I stop what I'm doing,
I put on my coat,
To cover up my almost-suicide note.