No more of this feeling,
This feeling i can't shake,
Can't fight,
Can't figure out,
Can't fix....
This feeling is the reason why,
The cause of my action.
I know you'll hate me,
Regret even meeting me.
But i want you to know,
Want you to feel,
How i feel,
How i see things.
In my own path,
My own prospectives.
I feel loved,
But still a berdin,
A problem in your life.
I feel like I'm holding you back,
From all who is better,
All who is worth having,
Worth living for....
I feel that you can do better,
You can find better.
You always express your feelings,
Express your piece-of-mind,
Share your emotions,
Share your opinions.
But you always thought why,
Why didn't i open up to you?
To the person i care about so much,
Why didn't i open up to you?
Like you did with me....
The reason is,
I never felt that my past,
My secrets,
My personality,
Was good enough for you.
That everything i ever did,
Every move i made before i met you,
Wasn't good enough,
Wasn't worth sharing....
This is why i think you can do better,
Seek better relationships,
A better love....
This is why i feel the way i feel,
Do the things i do,
Even say the things i say.
So i ask you,
Not to hate me,
Not to regret me,
But not to expect me,
To open up,
To remove my curtain,
That has protected for so long,
Shielding me from harm,
From people who are the opposite of you,
People who share many different beliefs of you,
Different beliefs of a stranger,
A person i know all about,
But knows nothing about me....
What a complete stranger....
But i am a person with my own beliefs,
My own opinions,
My beliefs is that a person is just a person.
Maybe a person who believes on being open,
Being willing to give into new relationships.
Or
Maybe a person who doesn't believe in being so open,
And prefer to be protected,
To be safe....
But still...
No more of this feeling,
This feeling i can't shake,
Can't fight,
Can't figure out,
Can't fix...
