Baby

Feels like I've lost everything
Even the words I meant to write
I can't speak of more but death
Even though I carry life

My senses vanish into oblivion
Leaving nothing left to feel
I fear nothing for I know
With my demise my pain will heal

I wish nothing for myself
But to rest eternally
And all I hope for when I go
Is that she won't be like me

She shall never feel like me
Or ever cry the tears I cried
And never does she have to know
How her lonely mother died

I hope she lives a happy life
One that I never had
But I can only give her that
When I'm buried and dead