Silence of the night

I call out your name
in the silence of the night
searching through the darkness
i want you to be by my side

i can't help but wonder
what would happen if you were here
all i know is that i want
you to be so near

i want to feel your touch
hold you close in my arms
look deeply into your eyes
let you know i don't mean any harm

let you know everything will be okay
apologize for messing up so much
i sware i don't mean to
i just never want to lose your touch

i wish that someday
you'd forgive me for everything i do
i love you so much
and i don't mean to put you through what i do

why can't i be perfect
in every single way?
i hope i don't keep messing up
because i regret it every day

but for now i want you to hold me
keep me safe from any harm
kiss me and say that you love me
while squeezing me tight in your arms

Amanda