You're nothing but an illusion
and I wish you'd go away.
Hearing your voice so next to mine
makes me feel such pain
to think that you may be real
when I know you're just pretend.
Sometimes I wish I would just die
so I'd never see you again.
I wish you wouldn't stand so close
and reach your hand so near to mine.
It makes me long to feel the touch
of something that will never arrive.
And I wish the wind would blow
and carry you out of my way.
You bring so many burdens
that my load is to much to take.
I wish I could just close my eyes
and open them to nothingness.
I'd rather you not be here with me
to remind me of my desertedness.
So I'll take a deep breath
and hope that you will leave.
I just can't stand your broken sight.
My reflections deceives even me...
