I sit inside a room with a lot of warmth, but am so cold. It is as if I am a rock sitting still on the cold cement waiting for the day when someone kicks me. I try so hard not to listen to the pain but its there, and there is nothing I can do with it. If I just give up it would be so easy. It’s like I am a fish with no water, struggling to breathe. They speak to me calmly to find answers, to find truths behind pain. They pick at my scabs only to make me bleed again. He is as sly as a fox sitting there lying to everyone. My heart can only take so much, it feels like a hole is starting to form in place. My heart is feels like it is beating as fast as the speed of light. I am so scared I want to go hide in a corner I want to run from the truth. I find the strength to look him in the eyes all that I see is hate he does not see what he is doing he blames me. I am strong I will heal, but I have to protect those that are not as strong as me. If I don’t do this he will hurt again, I need to save them. They say I am a hero but I just feel like a zero. I sit inside a room with a lot of warmth, but am still so cold.
