Its been over a month now and i still feel the same for her, i cant help but to think about her and even when i try not to...there is always something around that we did together. at first i was mad then i got sad.....now i can hardly breath when i think about her and all i can think about is her beautiful face, her gentle arms and her fragile body embracing mine. i miss her so much and i cry as i think of her i cry as i type this hoping that everything will turn out just fine...the memories of us haunt my dreams every night, they start out nice but end like this. i hope she reads this and talks to me after...its as if she has abandoned me, forsaken the friendship that should be there and left me alone in the dark. all the good memories i have are with her and when she left, they did too only to be replaced with grief and pity for myself, i notice my mistakes and i know what i have done, i should have listened to myself and stopped.. but i didn't, and this is the price i have to pay for it. she knows i love her, but doesn't care... i try to tell her how i feel but she doesn't listen, so many things to say...but i cant because she wont give me the time to talk. i want so bad to tell her that i love her, i want so bad to just hug her tightly and remember our past while i smell the sweet perfume she wears as the tears trickle down my face..only then will i be happy again, only then will i have peace.
