One Of Me Is Missing

One of me is missing
I dont know what to do.
Either I go on
Or try to find what has left me.

Im going down,
Feel so damned depressed.
Forlorn and lost.
Something is gone.

So blindly I wander
Thru darkness.
I want to see you ever so much.
I know youre near.

I can sense you.

Last time,
I lost my dreams to you.
They were filled with
With you and I.

Now
There is no recollection.

Heading down
Some strange dark alley,
I loose my touch.

Once more,
Embedded inside my arms.
I cannot see your smile.

But how I want to
How I want to see your smile once more.

I need you so much.
Need you because I just do.

Youre so young,
So sweet,
So sexy

Yet also so innocent.
So full of fire.
So subtle.

I just thought,
That until I find my missing me:

I cannot feel you,
Cannot see you,
Cannot hold you.

And I deeply hurt inside.
So deeply because

Because I want to feel you,
To see you,
To hold and to love the person you are.

But I cant.
Not until I find
My missing me.