Look into my eyes
& tell me what you see
do you see a life of loss an tears
do you see a world of depression
because that is all that
exists in me.
all the kids you see on TV the ones who get beat they all hurt deep inside even tho I'm not like them
i got loving parents an friends who care
i get hurt in other ways, ways no one can describe i do not know what i can say no one can make my life any beater its all my fault
i think i need to end it.
i can not help myself anymore no one can
i think of all the good times there is 100s but then i think of all the bad times full of grief an heartbreak that is 100s more then good.
i think no i know i have to end it all and that day has come today....i love you mummy an daddy too tell my sisters goodbye an my friends there was nothing they could do. i am sorry it took so long to end it, it is no ones fault but mines i am sitting here writing my final goodbye i am still saying
dear god why me what did i do it is to late now the pain is to much the pills are starting to work the cuts are deeper then ever i love you all goodb.....
