I'm in this world by myself,
and living one big lie,
Running from my emotions,
and trying not to cry,
Everyday its all the same,
I am watching from the outside,
Peering in on normal lives,
friends with nothing to hide.
Now I'm fine, I have my mask,
I'm like any typical teen,
Except now you're in the dark,
and my true agony is unseen,
I do this every single day,
from morning until night,
Just to keep my secret hidden,
and my feelings out of sight.
But you will never know its me,
when I blend into the crowd,
Because I always bare a smile,
and hope I'm never found,
I've fooled so many people,
and knew they couldn't see past,
My happy, yet fake personality,
that got judged so very fast.
So I'll wait until that day,
when the real me truly shows,
Then I'll realize what I've done,
with this stupid path I chose,
And what I could've prevented,
by just simply being me,
Without any questions asked,
I could have lived my life as me.
