Heart broken
I've forbidden myself
to love another after you..
bury myself in issues that never meant to me
when i had you...
i read the novels, the happy endings.
they suffer, yeah, but it's still a happy ending.
trying to forget the pain...
trying...
trying to forget about the history we had
put the memories in the back of mind.
reach out to you
but I've left you behind...
I'm trying to forget the pain
every time i see
a couple on the street
my heart aches
drown in despair
hands buried in my hair...
do you know what you caused me to feel?
pain that hurt too much it didn't feel real...
heart broken, scars that can't be healed...
thought you were the one for me...
it was a dream...
I've forbidden myself to wonder
where you are
what you're doing
whether you're near or far...
wanna remember you holding me...
but it brings back so much misery
I'm trying to take away the pain...
bury my self in
my meaningless life...
trying to forget
the pain...
