She always used to sit at the table.
And, told how good and bad her day was.
Everyday with out a doubt.
I was always had to sit by myself with
No one to talk to. Except an invisible
Friend.
She got everything she wanted and
All the attention she needed.
But I was the one that ignored.
And had to play with my dolls with out
Being loved.
They always seem to care how
She dressed but they never cared for me.
Sitting in the sideline of someoneâ??s
Perfect life and perfect stories. And always ran away
But I was found with in a minute. With out a doubt
Never never never gotten to be held like she
Did. and Never have to be kissed as she did.
Always heard my brother say that I was spoiled.
But she was the one spoiled.
Living in the sidelines of someone older
And always wanting to be talked about like she was.
And like my brother.
But Now I that I am older and she is married.
I get in trouble and canâ??t help but miss her now.
She let me run away and Get away from the
Sidelines that I had lived it for so long.
Why did you have to go? Knowing that I need you.
Just so, you could talk about your day. And so I could run away.
Sitting in the sidelines of someone who is older then me.
My Momma is always telling me that I am her favorite
Child. Yet, Iâ??m not. Iâ??m the ignored child that always getting heart
Broken from everyone around me. ~ 7/23/04
