Should I? Can I? I did....

The night of the end, and all of my neck
was tingling with shivers, I was such a wreck
I clutched my best friend, in my hand it was held,
Drawing dark blood, until I about yelled.
I was past feeling, as hard as a rock,
Now I was ready, my gun I did cock.
It wasnt your fault mom, you did your best.
You couldnt help my worthlessness.
Dad didnt help either, he left years ago.
Left me and my brother, your such a h**!
Now I had no one, just me and my blade.
Bonding, again and again in this dark glade.
Red and warm, running down my arm.
I knew, but I couldnt help it, doing this harm.
But now, its over, Im ready to die.
I shiver, I shake, my time drawing nigh,
but now my last thought, of my little brother,
left all alone, with only a mother.
Poor little guy, got no one to trust.
No! I have to do this, I MUST, I... must...
I wont stop now, I will be strong.
When this is over there wont be no wrong.
Not like theres anything worth livin for,
So Ill just take this easy side door.
When will people learn to love?
Everyone! from Giants to doves.
I hope theyre satisfied, they took my life away,
for I was gone, before the next day.
Remember what this world needs more than nuthin,
Is a little less criticism, and a lot more lovin.....

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