Hope

Blinds pulled down
Blocking bittersweet childhood memories

Candle lit and I am alone

Seems to be the way everything ends

Disillusion kept me going
Giving me happiness
Giving me hope

But hope, what good have you ever left me with?

You always leave me alone,
Abandoned

For years, I have been building you up
Believing in you
And in one moment, you're gone
Everything disappears

Because of you, I thought I lost everything

But because of you, I realize

I will never find what I am searching for believing in you...