Why dont you feel for me?

You say you love me,
you say you care.
but when i need you,
your not there.

i no your lying,
and i hate every bit.
but when your heart is near me,
i feel like I'm lit.

i no you say things behind my back,
and expect me not to no.
you do no that i feel 4 you,
but that doesn't matter though.

you only think about you,
and none else at all.
i don't think you realize,
how much you make me fall.

so maybe if i gave you this,
you would see its true.
how much you hurt, and make me cry,
that i do feel 4 u.

maybe you'll see how hard it is,
how hard it is to be me.
maybe you'll finally realize,
but that i cannot see.