Memories

I recall a time
when u were mine,
and i was urs too,
U havnt forgotten have you?
how can u erase the years,
hugs kisses fights, fears tears,
that accumulated in my heart.
While i find myself back to the very start.
I took the blame for myself, i even took urs too,
Hoping if i tried real hard, things would work out with u.
But u denied me, and i felt the sting.
U seem to have forgotten the engagement ring.
The promises of forever,
and we\'ll always be together.
we went r seperate ways now, but how can we depart.
We were together so long, u grew roots on my heart.
The break wasnt even, i\'ve got part of u.
check around, im sure uv got me too.
im still trying to flush u out of my life.
and forget all that bullshit about husband and wife.
the life we were suppose to share,
But somehow u dont care.
the brutal truth hit me hard and i didnt see it coming.
the words u said were uninspiring and the message i got is numbing.
i got someone new and im filled with guilt.
cuz im trying to build a future where somethings already been built.
i cant focus on him when ur haunting me.
memories of us and the way it use to be.
Everytime u hear our song, i hope im on ur mind.
and everytime u lose the path, im still one step behind.
like those days when u shook,
and i gave while u took,
all the comfort and love i hold.
now ur healed, while i die cold.
and all this remains a mystery to u,
What i wouldnt give if i only knew,
how u stayed for so long,
now POOf ur gone.
i missed something, there was some step inbetween.
this happened so fast, like some bad dream....
that u dont recall.
while i gave my all.
Now im quietly walking away,
and ull never kno i\'v got so much to say