I despise you

You are the lowest piece of crap that has ever existed
I hate to acknowledged that I have any relation to you
You make me sick to my stomach feeling nauseous and sad
But one thing I wish I had
Is a new father.
Go to hell and burn in flames
To you this is all some stupid game.
I hate that you smile when nothing is funny
I hate that you still constantly call me honey.
Go to hell and burn in the pit
I hate that you more than a piece of shit.
You have no value to me
And its funny but I love that you despise me
Dont pretend that you care about me and you want me happy
Because I know deep down your nothing but a fraud.
I never talk to you or call you dad.
I never say a word and in the end Im bad.
But it dot matter to me the way it used to you
You mean nothing to me
I hate you and I wish you would burn in the deep pit of hell
Flames engulfing your body
And I know that nobody would help you
You have isolated most of everyone who merely cared
And for that reason Id be happy if you werent there.
I hate you and I always will
It would hurt me at all if you decided to kill
Yourself.
I would be the happiest girl in the world.