I am Jonathan
I am one out of millions
I am set to find the truth
Placed my mind between reality and illusion
I am nothing
Yet I am everything
I am valued to never invest too much emotion into one thing
It’s always a set up to the pain of losing them
I am the bastard child
I am a man
I am Chosen
Taken and given all within seconds
I am gay
Carrying the blame unjustly
Spreader of the disease
I am Mexican
I am Peruvian
The father I never knew
Will remain the same as I bent the name
I am stained from the tears of my mother’s pain
I am feared to remain within vain
Smother of the love deep within my ocean
I am Contreras
I am the one no one will truly know.