Waiting here for you!!!

Standing here all on my own, watching life go by,
Remembering those dreadful moments, a tear drops from my eye.

I stood there as I watched you dead,
As I waited for the truth to sink into my head.

Those memories though so far away,
Seem as if it were yesterday.

Its all so vivid and leaves my throat soar and dry,
I still can’t believe you left without a goodbye.

Why did you leave me here to cry,
How I wish I’d just die.

B’cuz our love had felt so right,
Why'd you go and break my heart.

You went away though I’d asked you not to,
And I can’t still cannot reckon why you did so.

The price I paid for you not listenin’ to me,
Makes me blind with agony.

Why do I not believe that you’re gone?
And that you won’t come back ever again.

Why do I wait for you to let me kiss your lips once more,
Why do I wonder when will you tell me that my wait is o’er.

Why do cry at night for your arms to be around me,
Why can’t I believe that you’re not coming back to me?

Why can’t you help me see that you’re gone,
And that I have to live without you now.

Why don't I believe that you’ve left me here to fall apart,
As I reminisce memories of the past.

I never thought I'd be so sore
And keep crying o’er and o’er.

Although I know you'll never come back again,
I keep waiting, but all in vain.