Last Straw
Anger boiling deep inside
Raging anger I cannot hide
Unvoiced words of my heart
Hateful stares
Knowing eyes
Killing me at a glance
A feeling inside that cannot be named
Binding and constricting
Cutting me off
From my life and my loves
I am mad, I suppose,
For being blamed for something
I obviously am not
I suppose I rage
Because I've been betrayed
By someone I'd thought to hold close
Now I am a l o n e
Left to fend on my own
Where once I had my friends
I suppose I should be angry
I suppose I should
I suppose
But really I just wanna
cry
die
Spread my wings and fly
Away from this mess
Go back to a time
Before all this
Back to when laughter ruled
And pain was a minority
Back to a time before we fought
I'd hold my tongue and we'd keep our peace
In a world of harmony
If I could only say those two words
That mean so much right now
But I can't
And for that I'm...
Well, you know
Those one, two words
That my heart, my pride
Won't let me say
So I've put my thoughts
My words, my soul
Into this dear rant of mine
And maybe you'll know
What I want to say
I just want you to know
I am
Some may say I'm brave
Standing up here
Others may think me weird
I don't know
Maybe I'm just