I blame you

I blame you for my croaky voice,
When it is I talk,
I blame you for not looking up,
When it is I walk.

I blame you for my tears,
The ones falling right now,
I blame you for my anxiety,
And for never speaking out.

I blame you for my smiles,
The ones that always shake,
I blame you for my crying,
And my weeping, when I wake.

I blame you for my headaches,
The ones that never go,
I blame you for me heartache,
And the smiles, that never show.

I blame you for this mess,
Sitting here right now,
I blame you for me,
Becoming, what I am, somehow.