LETTER T0 M0MMY

My mommy found me in my room on the floor. before I did this I put my a do not disturb sign on my door but now as she looks at me with blood flowing from my wrist. she picks up a note that reads something like this.

Mom, I know I never told youu. never showed it in my face but i`ll tell youu now, my life was a disgrace. I never planned a future `cus I knew my life would end & now as I write this, youu were my only friend. I never meant to hurt youu, I never meant to break your heart just keep on living and we`ll never be apart. tell daddy that I love him. tell sis and brother to be brave & promise me this on my birthday, ever year put a rose on my grave. I love youu mommy, very much and when the others cry, tell them I hated them all. each cut will tell them why I must go now mommy death is calling my name. and when youu see me dead mommy, don`t put on yourself the blame. i`m picking up the knife right now mommy these tears for youu I cry I just made the first cut mommy, I guess now i`ll say goodbye.