Desperate

This depression isn’t what I want
all of these mocking people they only taunt
I cant believe how mean they are they all laugh near and far
does hurting me help them somehow
they call me horrible names like pig and fat cow
as they build up there self esteem they pull me down
these thoughts they just want to make me drown
so some how I just hope I do then these people all around they wont laugh any more but for now they will laugh or they will win