My life seems to be a broken record stuck on skip.
Everything keeps running through my head
Playing over and over,
Like a dream I canâ??t forget.
It is like a movie
And I keep thinking
Is that really me?
Then come the questions
And the fears.
Every bad scenario
And more
Skip around in my head
With manic glee.
What do I do?
What do I say?
I am so confused
I do not know anymore.
Now, I will start to go numb
To protect myself
But even now
I can feel that this,
This is something to big
For even all my barriers,
Shields,
Shells,
And covers
To keep out.
I really and truly can't deal with this.
