Fade

Do you know this feeling?
The hurt of a betrayal of trust.
The throb of that proverbial knife in you back.
The lose of a friendship
That meant to you
More than any other.
The hot tears flowing down your face.
The all consuming notion,
That if you die,
Itâ??ll all fade away.
Do you understand my hurt?
Do you know, now,
Why I must leave?
I cannot take this anymore.
I just want to fadeâ?¦
Do you understanding this feeling?