Surrender

I surrender myself
to this place of doom.
So dreary it consumes me
as I'm locked inside of this tomb.

I survived
not knowing how
I'm deprived
of all of my feelings now.

You left me here to rot
oh how I begged you to stay.
I never even thought
I'd live to see another day.

Even though your gone
your words are still in my heart
I've become so withdrawn
as my world slowly falls apart.

It's fading to gray,
all of it is spinning,
I must surrender to this day
this is only the beginning
of so much more.

You left me with a scream
that I will remember for the rest of my life
I wish it were a dream
instead the ending of a strife.

The words still ring in my ears
as you walked out the door
I cried a million tears
with your "I hate you" as I hit the floor..