It Wasn't True

You said you'd never hurt me
but I guess that was a lie
me and you just weren't meant to be.

Even though you did say sorry
it doesn't take away the pain
all i can do is sit and stare
engrossed in this torment that is plauging me.

I lied and turned my back on those
the ones who cared
and mattered most.

I told them to just leave me alone
that I was right and they were wrong.
I told you I loved you and had it returned
or so i thought till your back you turned.

I feel crushed
I hope it will be over soon
I loved you with everything
something I promised myself never to do.

I tried to cheer you
when you had none
I was with you
when even I was alone.

I look at your pictures
and they stare back at me
haunting my mind
opening my chest for all to see
my broken heart I thought would never be.

Through these months I finally see
all you care about is yourself
never for me.

I thought this joy would never end
but I guess I should have listened to my friend..

All I get is a broken heart
from here I guess
I make a new start.

I planned my life
dedicating it to you
hoping that this strife
would prove to be true..

Now I'm left missing you
and even though you said you'd never hurt me intentionally..
I guess that, too, wasn't true.