Why am I doing this to myself?
Torturing myself with the thought of you,
Every second of everyday...
Why am I doing this to myself?
Carving new stories into my arms every night...
Why am I doing this to myself?
Writting notes about what I want to do but I can't...
Why am I doing this to myself?
Breaking the best thing I had all for him...
Why am I doing this to myself?
Acting like he will love me forever when I don't even truely believ in love...
Why am I doing this to myself?
