This isn't me

This isn't my smile
these words cant be erased
Ive been lost for a while
i just want to be replaced

I'm sick of being someone I'm not
and i miss who i used to be
These tears are all i got
its becoming all i see

My laughter is gone
all my smiles are fake
This has gone on so long
its time for a break

I remind myself to be okay
that this will all end in time
But this feeling never goes away
and I've over used "I'm fine"

Ill keep pretending I'm alright
keep blinking these tears away
All i can do is fight
and hope someday ill be okay