Not Knowing

These cliche thoughts
will push her down
'don't get over me
cause I'm not over you'

he'd laugh at her pathetic attempt
for a second chance
sorry, its too late
December was years ago

and she'd wait a while
hoping he'd stay
lonely
maybe one day
she'd be less pathetic
and he'd be more desperate
to go back
to her

but she heard some talk
about girls and their crushes
but he was hers
please let him be hers
she wasn't ready for this

jealousy hits hard
the pain unexpected
'if you love something
let it go,
if it comes back you know,
its love.'
and if it doesn't?
she didn't want to know.