She cant be really dead II

That first day was hard
But this one will be worse
Today's the day we lay her in the ground
Today's the day I say my words I've rehearsed

The church is packed
I see as I slip in from the back
I look around
And everyone is in black

I have a single rose with me
This will go in the ground
It will be with her forever
A piece of me to go around

It's time to say something about her
First her brother talks
He's going to be lost with out her
He shakes when he walks

A few other people go
And now its my turn
I have a lot to say
These people have a lot to learn

I used to call My Manda every night
At nine o'clock her free minutes would start
We'd talk for three hours
Mainly about nothing and sometimes Dart

She would listen
And when I was quiet she would ask what's wrong
I would say nothing of course
And change the subject to hey, this is my favorite song

She meant the world to me
We used to joke about her going away
She had to go to college
She shouldn't have gone today

She's my best friend
I loved her laugh
I tried so hard to make her smile
She was pretty much my second half

Thank you all for listening today
I just though you should know
How much she really meant to me
And how much I wish she didn't have to go

I couldn't make it down the three steps
Down to my seat
I couldn't move
She was right there only a few feet

Soon she would be underground
And I would never see her again
I need her now
What am I going to do on day ten

My brother and dad came and moved me
Karen sat and cried
She knew how much My Manda meant to me
She knows a part of me died

I'll see her soon
I promised her and our promises don't break
I'll be under ground too
Not for her but for my sake