I cant be a cutter

by kayla   Apr 20, 2006


I can't cry
I want to let it out
Trust me I really do
Hell I'll even shout

I cant be a cutter
People will see
They'll send me off to a hospital
And talk about me

I hate this
I want it to end
Why cant it stop
I need to start to mend

I hate being alone
No one understands
And I cant tell them
All they would do is slap my hands

They would say I shouldn't do that
And its bad
I know it is
But then I wouldn't stop, I would be so sad

So sad because they don't care
And I don't know why
I wish I could show them
But I would start to lie

I'm afraid to let them know
I cant show them how I feel
They wont understand
Why I just cant heal

Until I can heal I'll keep trying
I'll keep my head held high
I'll keep asking why
And wishing to secretly wishing to die

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  • 17 years ago

    by Jess

    Hey........I have been cutting since I was your age (4 years ago) and I have tried so hard to give it up but I know how you feel........it's so hard to stop because you don't want to let your emotions out so this is sort of an easier way to let them out without having to cry in front of people or talk to them about stuff.
    I hope you are able to stop though, it's really not a good habit.
    xxx

  • 18 years ago

    by Caity

    ..im a cutter..dont start cuz u wont stop...5/5 good job

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