Why are u doing this to me,
putting up these walls.
me nearly begging for an "i love you"
u saying it with chills.
doesn't sound the way it does,
when u say it first.
feels forced and coerced
but thats not what i want.
yes i want you to love me,
to live thru me the way i live thru you,
but i dont want that,
if it has to be forced