Forever

And I wish forever was more than just a word,
more than just a reason,
more than just a lie.
And I wish I had lived forever,
to make up for the lost time.
And even though I saw the truth
in your eyes and in your words,
forever never came,
it never came to stay.
Then let the rain fall and wash away all of our sins,
let the sun rise and show us the shadows,
hidden by lies,
let it show us the scars.
Because someone was hurt,
someone fell,
and I still don't know why,
I still don't know how.
It's not that I could even regret
for words I couldn't say,
things I couldn't do.
I just broke down and gave up on myself.
And I wish you would look at me once more
to see the tears that left marks and signs,
signs of an unhappy heart,
of a brave try that didn't do much more.
We might have a new life,
due to past thoughts and dreams
that were not conquered.
But our future is just one,
it's unknown,
just like our heart.
And I wish no one had looked at us,
for any reason,
like they did.
It's just not right to judge,
there's no right step on punishing...
There's no fair punishment
when a heart hurts and,
still,
loves...