I have a brother...
a very good one too...
but only wen he wants...
so I'm telling this now to you...
my brother makes some decisions..
that many won't approve...
but i guess thats just the way life goes....
i love him...
yet I'm filled with so much hate...
all at the same time...
but that just shows...
me his own sister....
just needs to make a lil' move...
i need to tell him exactly wat i feel....
fore i may miss that moment and then I'll have to deal...
deal with the depression...
that life throws at me....
but i still wonder wen he will see...
the pain that resides in me...
