OK let me tell you the real story. I just hope your ready for it. I did love I've actually loved you for a long time, since the day I first saw you. You took my breathe away. Just to see those beautiful green eyes looking into mine had melted my heart and actually they still do. I remember the first day you told me you loved me and I cried soooo hard because I never felt love like that before. And I swore to you that we would last forever. But that day when you asked me why I was soo different and if I'd still loved you and I told you no, but i lied. I love you soooo much your my everything my heart. I can never let you go, you have my heart and and also my soul. I cheated on you Its so hard to tell you this but i did. I didn't know what I was doing at the time but I know now. I was ruining your life I ruined everything and I'm sorry. I blame myself for your death. I know that you would still be here holding me and me holding you if I didn't cheat. That day I said i didn't love you anymore you told me that I killed you but I didn't understand. But baby I'll prove to you tonight I love you. I'll see you in a couple of minutes and we'll be together again never to part.
