Hanging on...

Questions all over my mind
can't solve them 2 hard 2 unwind
A feeling in my heart
Say's"I'm scared we've bin apart"
I feel I'm dead rite now
but i feel pain so I'm alive sum how
But I'm doin okay with my problem
My whole life i haven't solved them
I already know,i hate myself
That i should go,cuz I'm of no help
if i stay I'll keep on,
hurting us both
and if i go away darling
I'll miss u the most
it's like an unsaid story
kept inside the whole time
but baby don't u worry
I'll be just fine
Sumone please kill me
cuz I'm done pretending I'm well
I've lived too long in hell
I'm sorry janoo, i left u all alone
but ur gonna be better when I'm gone....