My heart beats

My heart beats
One after another
World does me no good
Parents tell me to get out
Knife I hold aimed at my heart
I decide not to do it
I must say goodbye
Walk right past my parents
To my friends houses I walk
First house He answers the door
He tells me I can't hang out with him
I go visit someone else this time someone who means a lot more then anyone
She says I missed you
I say to her I will see you around
I hug her an I say I will miss you
I run off back home I go
Knowing this other girl I have met I cannot see
But I will miss her to
But I have been told to just ignore it
It's getting harder and harder
My heart keeps on beating
It keeps me alive
Just beating inside this cave