I didn't know

I had no idea
What I was doing.
I didn't know
Where I was going.

I didn't know
What I was doing to myself.
Cuz I didn't know
How you really felt.

You see,
I was hurt.
I did everything I could,
To think of you as dirt

So that's what I've been thinking
For all this time now
And now, all I
Can think is...how?

How could I think
So awful of you?
How could I picture myself
With someone new?

I've been trying so hard to forget
That I didn't know just what
It was that I was
Giving up.

I didn't know,
Until the other day
I chose to do what I did,
Instead of walking the other way.

I'd forgotten what it felt like.
I can't believe I was gonna throw that away.
And I went back to the place,
Where my emotions used to lay.

I picked everything up,
And you mended my heart.
You're such a sweetheart,
I guess I'd forgotten that part.

All I could think of
Was that you were trying to hurt me.
Why would you do that?
You know you're holding the key.

It only took about 15 minutes,
For it all to take place
I didn't know what to do
When I saw your face.

I opened the door,
And you smiled at me.
Then you opened up your arms,
To make a spot just for me.

In that gesture,
I knew that I still loved you.
But what I didn't know,
Is how much I actually missed you.

You see, in trying to forget you,
I'd also seemed to have forgotten
Just how much
I really missed you.

But don't worry baby.
You may have temporarily been gone from me,
But you will never ever be,
Just another guy, don't you see?

~*~This is for my guy...let me know what you think! I always return the favor!! Love lots!~*~