How Have I felt...

How have I felt after knowing that I have not embraced my first and only true love?

How have I ached that I should realize that he is not with me, and I must bear the barren loneliness on my own.

How have I yearned..to feel my true love's kiss upon my lips, soft gentle caresses embracing my virgin being..longing to lose myself in his essence.

How have I loved, that I should not want..should not need..anything or anyone else but him..

oh..how have I felt..

Dedicated to my lover and bestfriend..Abdul