Ode to treatment

Screaming,
Holds,
Punching,
Kicking,
Holes in walls,
Suicide attempts,
Walk-outs,
Confusion,
Problems,
Depression and tears,
Fear,
Betrayal,
â??Loyaltyâ??.
Iâ??ll leave hear knowing more than when I left,
And you might not think thatâ??s a good thing.
But nothing matters: Iâ??m in treatment now.