Pierced Heart

I was talking to my friend,
and i wanted to fend,
for my boyfriend who lied,
and i cried,
because i knew it was true,
i was such a fool,
to believe he was good,
i should have punched him if i could,
raise hell and make myself feel great,
i could have locked him behind the gate,
the gate of hell,
as iwatched him fell,
through the gates of darkness to the underground,
and i found,
what would become of me?
and that made me see,
what a fool i would be,
there would be no glee,
i would never be free,
locked down by the gate,
i would have no fate,
that is when i would start,
feel the bullet going through my pierced heart.