I ran into my ex today a yesterday to see.
I almost cried I could've broke
down until something came over me.
Instead I held my head up high pretended to be okay.
He looked at me like he might faint because he hadn't seen me since may.
We had been through so much together the love we had was real.
Then when we knew it was over and there was nothing left to feel.
I chose to break up with him because he hurt me with his mistakes.
He never understood how lost he was and all the bad choices that he makes.
I had confessed to him I wasn't strong enough to look into his eyes.
So he responded quietly that he was sorry for all his lies.
But I didn't quite believe him I still knew him very well.
I knew he wasn't perfect but he wasn't lying I could tell.
So I told him when he cleans up we can try it one more time.
He admitted that it wouldn't work if he agreed he's be lying.
He told me he would hurt too much and waiting would take too long.
So I told him it wouldn't work for me because I hated hearing our song.
It just reminded me of what he did and reminded me of what he said.
It's just that everytime I was visiting he had chose to drink instead.
That just showed me who he was when I wasn't around.
I questioned him about his drinking but none of my answers were found
So as of today he's doing okay and we talk a little here and there.
But I will always remember the love we had and that we'll always share.
