On a Dark night

On a dark night
I howl, I scream
I want to break free
Of this misery infested dream.

I lay there in silence
Watching, just watching my treachery bleed away.
I lay there in silence
Acting, just acting like every things o.k

I stand there and stare at the midnight wanders.
I stand there and stare as the midnight ponders.

I sit there and count the pills on the floor.
Hoping, just hoping it will lead me to a white lighted door....