See this disfigured body,
i have created for myself.
cuts, scars & stitches all over my body,
i hide the razor on my hight shelf.
pushed to the back, im kept confined,
left in the shadows from praying eyes.
cant say a word nor speak my mind,
locked away inside my body, looking through blood shot eyes.
no one has ever seen my tears,
ive kept them in a secret box.
no one will know my fears,
for there hidden under my minds docks
bruses found in random places,
the little to be seen, the rest are hidden.
my body turns toward everyone, i look into there faces,
now all they have to say is"your forbidden"
